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Sunday, September 09, 2007

Protector / Filter. The Shadow

It's been 2 months since I posted anything here, and it is a month since I left Skyote, near Santa Cruz, California, having attended the first annual SoulCollage facilitators' conference, which had been preceded by a 2-day "pre-conference" on the theme of "The Shadow in the World".

I would find it really difficult to try to reproduce what was said on the Shadow. I had arrived thinking I would be looking at my personal shadow (or shadows) - the neters that have gone to an unhealthy or unhelpful extreme, and found instead (or also) that we were considering the idea of shadow-energies in the world-at-large. How do I experience the "3-headed monster" of hatred, greed, war in the world around me? What protects me from those energies, or, as Seena asked, what archetype acts as a filter for me against the external shadow?

We selected some images, and added two randomly-chosen cards from our decks.

The two cards I drew were my Death card and my Anger card.
Death says:
I am one who allows you to experience the shadow in its deepest form. I am your friend. I filter energies and experiences by allowing you to experience NOW, not the future, or the past. I remind you that each moment is a death.

Anger says:
I am one who allows you to express the range of anger as you meet it. I am one who knows there is a time for irritation, annoyance... righteous fury. The shadow-energy of the outside world requires a response. Sometimes the response is anger.
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The new image I had chosen was of a group of trees. I had just come from Yosemite, where the wonderful energy of the Redwoods had touched me deeply, and I felt drawn to images of trees. When I came to make a card, however, I found that the images I had selected just wouldn't form the card I wanted to make. Frustrated, I began to leaf through other piles of images, and there was this wonderful tree. There is more to it than just a tree. It called to me to be the image to represent the Filter/Protector in my world.
It says:
I am one who helps you engage the shadow. I hold you safely, I remind you how to stay centred and rooted. I remind you of the many directions in which you can move in that centredness. I offer protection and openness. I remind you of the need to constantly renew your life. Accept change. Expect renewal.
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I think I am only beginning to process the entire experience - my travels, my encounters with wildlife (last year, coyote: This year foxes and the great horned owl!), and the conference itself. It was so rich with ideas and experiences, touching so much inner knowing that will take time to surface in cards, in words. I just gathered images and made no other cards there. Today, my kitchen table is strewn with those images, and I begin again to feel the energy of those days. I had thought when I was coming home that I would post an entire conference report, but I think its effects will just filter through here over the coming months, and as I begin to take up workshops again.
I chose to post this here today, to begin to bring myself into that space, of re-experiencing, of attempting to articulate, and share just a little of the experience.

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7 Comments:

  • Thanks so much for sharing about your experiences. I look forward to hearing more. I was not able to attend (various strange twists of fate) so it is a joy to get some of that energy and knowledge from you.

    Blessings,
    Sharry

    By Blogger sharryb, at 5:46 PM  

  • Imelda,
    Thank you for your explanation of the Protector/Filter for The Shadow in the World. I immediately felt a mist of protection & calm from your Protector card; it speaks to the part of me that has an affinity to trees, as well as the part who grieves the Shadow occurrences in the world, and all the people it affects.

    Daily I encounter homeless people, who are literally asking for a handout so they can eat; and people sleeping in the "lower levels" of the area. Seeing this nearly every other block by my job wears on my heart and soul. I have given money and bought lunch for some of them, and stopped, & talked with them eye-to-eye. At least I know I've done something in that moment to help them. They look me and say "thank you" and "God bless you."

    The painful irony is, this scene is a part of the backdrop for beautiful, prosperous, and thriving downtown Chicago!

    Your Protector image wll assist me daily as I "protect" myself from falling to pieces, and empower myself to do something to help, and to know that every thing I do, helps. Sometimes it's lunch, or money; and all the time a prayer is sent from my heart to theirs..and I KNOW that is a blessing for them, me and our world.

    Thank you for stirring this up in me, and allowing me to express it.
    Namaste.

    By Blogger Cheryl Finley:, at 8:23 AM  

  • May this protector/ filter help support you as you continue your work in the world in spite of the mists of the Shadow that fall around us.

    By Blogger Amy, at 7:57 PM  

  • Great cards! :)
    *HUGS*

    By Blogger Angela, at 12:45 PM  

  • For some reason, it hadn't clicked that you had gone to Skyote. That's where I took my SoulCollage facilitator training. What an incredible place. This was an excellent description of the process you went through.

    By Blogger Fran, at 9:50 PM  

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